Wednesday, January 30, 2008;6:17 PM

Study Study Study !

'O' levels are coming this year on 20 Oct, according to the Straits Times on 28 January 2008. The papers wrote that we shouldn't be panicking for it. We should remain calm and stay focus towards our goal. Either to pass our 'O' or to ACE it. For me, I intend to ace it!

Only when Ive aced my 'O's, I'm only allowed to have my freedom.

During school time, I was very focus in class, first time ever I did that since I've slacked. Usually, I always sleep in POA class, but today, everything in me changed. I sat in front of the class, analyising the whiteboard and identifying where were my mistakes. Time flew so fast today, as if I have gone through 2 days.

Supposingly, after school it was very quiet. However, today when I stayed back after school, it was different. The 4E1 students were studying among themselves and many other levels of secondary were studying too. But, in my table, it was the most noisest. Produced by who? By me of course, the creator of laughter and... NOISE.

I did study abit, but mostly, Im distracted by talking to people and my songs. Lols, I hated distractions but it's okay. Just multi-task. I'm able to do that.

I wonder why Hubby doesn't like me calling him Hubby due to one reason, we do not need the formality. And I also don't know why he don't want me to cry just because of his words. I have too many WHYs, but my answers are never given though. He also sort of wrote a song lyric to me? Lols, his literature is good. But he's also expressing how he feels in his heart.

Don't think that I don't know what you're trying to do.

Hahas, he sure have a lot of rewards from me by being..... Hehe, IT'S PERSONAL! I wonder how should I reward him. What gifts I can buy for him? Lols. There is a long list, but I wonder how am I to afford them.

Why I still love him and be with him? The reason is simple, the cause and effect. He loves me, so I love him back(but I don't know whether I'm doing in a right or wrong manner). How he treats me is how I treat back to him. And something special.. It's up to me whether I want to give him or not. Hahas (NOT SEX LA).

He respected me though, when I've said I needed time for certain things. Haha.. I liked that. Hubby, you're not to leave me, even if the rupert is ever going to take your soul away, so you stay. Don't think of DEATH so much, neither you should think of live. You should think, how you should make your world better and include me inside. By life, or death, I belong to you. No other people can take me away, even the Death God.

Back to me, not him.. Lols. I'm trying to improve my English in any ways. Speech or writing and the way I think and express myself. Lols.. I'm now sounding like him. Never minds, my English needs to be improved so that I can tackle him! Lols.

Okays, Ive planned out my day. Although today is tiring, I need to study too. My rest starts when I go to sleep. Hehe. My goal for 'O', all As. It's for Hubby. That's why I'm striving so hard for. If my parents object us, my VISA will overrule their objection. Hehe.