Thursday, January 3, 2008;8:59 PM

First day of school.

I couldn't control myself today in school. I don't know why. But I feel that it's been so long since I've gone to school. Merely 2 months of holidays, so many things have changed. The guys are much more talkative than the girls. The girls are more slow in their steps le. Not as rebellious as before.

It's good; 'O' levels are coming soon, so, I understand why they're like that.

I am getting older day by day. And my looks are getting younger each day. Haiz.. I want to grow more matured by appearance. 16 soon, and I look like 14 year old? Walao.

A maths class was disastrous, I went to the wrong class. And when I am in the right class, I couldn't focus. Everyone in the class were real experts. I have not reached the standard yet. I'm so scared I might lose out. Never minds. Each failure is my success. I admit, Mr Long is a better maths teacher. He was consistent in his speed of teaching and his explanations were specific and clear. I liked that. :]

After recess, it as Chinese lesson. Usually, my classmates will disrupt the class and annoy the teacher or even don't do the teacher's work. But, today, everyone was doing the homework. Lols. I didn't manage to finish it too. Haiz..

I took the English test right after the previous lesson. I couldn't focus. All my thoughts were with hubby. The things he did for me, the things he made me laughed and how he always criticise me =.= . XDD I prefer he do that. Cos' in love, everything is in the opposite. The more he love me, the more he will annoy me. The same goes for me. Hahas!~ Tickle Tickle you, hubby. The images of how we kissed kept flashing back. I don't know why. There are others, the way he bully me, the way he counsel me, the way he moves, the way he talks, the way he does things, the way he annoys me, the way.... I can go on forever, I too lovesicked.

I was smsing him during lessons. We reached to a topic whereby I have been worrying about that issue. How can we be together because both of us face restrictions? Parents, studies, sometimes I think, we are not so ready to start it. But we're in the middle of constructing this root of us, we can't end it now. May hurt both of us lots. We need to have adequate communication. If we seem to like another person, must say. If anyone of us choose to leave, must say. COMMUNICATION is the key ! I will try sneak out to meet him. I want him to enjoy being loved and loving me at the same time. I don't want him to be burdened by me so much.

Well, I end my post here. I will upload pictures in this post soon. Got homework to do !